The Philosophical Phenomenon

As I sit here watching my son try not to fall asleep in the chair next to me, I think of how this is the life. It is 9 pm and we have been hanging out all evening. I’ve had many jobs in my life and I know it sounds so cheesy, but being a mom is definitely the best one. I suppose “best” is relative, but I mean the most rewarding, the most inspiring, the one I feel the most love from. However, it’s a job I feel like I have forgotten how to do. For months I was gone from my son,

They started me on antibiotics Thursday night in the ER. (Now called the ED. So you may hear me call it either one. I mean the emergency room or emergency department). It all started with a morning oxygen saturation of 75%. My oxygen was low wed night so I slept with my o2 monitor on and on my couch. Gram slept on the other couch with me in case anything happened. I got up with Jobe and woke him up. I couldn’t make him breakfast that morning, everything felt so difficult. So